Making dirty money, yo, this shit is so degrading. Tired of being broke, gotta start acting shady. Got a big heart, but my heart's slowly breaking.Ĭhasing all my dreams, but I don't know where it's gon' take me I see my own reflection, and I swear I fuckin' hate me, I said I swear I fuckin' hate me I still battle with depression on a daily. I can't decide what the fuck am I here for, I'm doing what I love but my heart's still sore.
This poetry is all I have when I feel deprived, I grab my pad and my pen, and I feel revived I'm so lost in my dreams don't know what is real. Jay, you gon' be just fine, you just gotta give it time, find your peace of mind.īut you don't understand the tears that I shed, sometimes I just cry only wishing I was dead.Īnd I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry for the way I feel I'm so depressed and I feel ashamed, popping pills everyday so I don't feel the pain, but I don't say shit, I don't ever say shit, cause every time I try it's like I hear the same shit I'm desperate, can somebody come and save me?Ĭause lately I've been close to the fuckin' edge, so many suicidal thoughts in my fucking head The past is the past, but I can't let it go, and it breaks me, I swear this shit fucking breaks me So much weight on my chest, I feel so alone, don't know how to express the stress in my heart the wounds in my soul
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